you've got so much love in you. you look like the songs that i've heard my whole life coming true.

I just found out that my neighbor, who's in his eighties and like a grandfather to me, is dying of cancer.
My dad just said threetosix months.
I cried a little now, and I'll be an absolute mess then.
I hope I'll get to see him before then.
If my dad goes next door, maybe I can tag along once.
If I don't, I'll feel so damn guilty.
Because he really is like a grandfather to me, since I never had one of those for long.